Posts Tagged ‘piss’

pastel sky

May 16, 2010

got my computer ripped off at the flop house a few weeks ago. havnt been back there since. havnt been able to post.

in other news, my dad got in contact with me with the help of one of my old friends, jey. he found me begging downtown on thursday and offered me a free bite to eat. it had been a while since id seen any family so i went out to lunch with him. we ate hoagies at a little place called the sandwich garden. i didnt say much, and i guess neither did he for that matter. i told him that i had a new girlfriend and that i had a place to stay. i told him my computer got stolen and that i was working on getting it back. my dad didnt really respond verbally, he just nodded and made small talk noises while he drove us away from downtown. my smell was so pungent we had to ride with the windows down. its been ages since ive changed clothes or showered. basically my dad wasnt offering any kind of real help or anything, he was just kind of checking up on me from what i gathered. i didnt exactly communicate the complexities of my decisions to him, but im pretty sure he understood that im doing what im doing for a reason. afterall he had his own reckless past he had to go through to get to where he is now.
i told him that the last time i saw any family was when i stayed at the marvel room at uncle bobs. he kinda sneered/scoffed at this. uncle bob is from my moms side. i could tell he’d rather me be on the streets than stay with his tweeker ass. uncle bob was kind of a fuck up.
it was still early after we finished eating at the sandwich garden, so my dad offered to take me to a movie like we used to do years ago. their was a small quarrel at the box office and they even brought out the manager and tried to have me thrown out of the theatre cause of my appearance, but my dad wouldnt have it and he threatened them with legal action. so we were let in after a lot of ass kissing (my dads a well respected member of the community) and we even got free concessions. before the movie started i went to the bathroom and told my dad to go ahead and save me a seat.
once in the bathroom, i emptied out my large drink container of all the dr pepper and proceeded to fill it with my urine. before walking into my theatre i chucked the ice cold cup of piss in an auditorium playing how to train dragons. i take it that thats a kids movie? haha. i rejoined my dad at our movie, greenberg with ben stiller. my dad picked it. i waited for someone to come in looking for me the whole movie but no one ever did. greenberg was kinda blah. their was a really awkward pussy eating scene, which dont get me wrong, im all for awkward pussy eating and all, but it was kinda strange watching it with my dad i hafta admit. after the movie ended i suggested we take the back exit and we left the theater without any hassles.
later my dad dropped me back off downtown and gave me a thousand bucks so i can buy a new laptop. i gave him a hug and told him i loved him. he took off and didnt say anything back. i met up with jenny and rodney shortly after and we were off to get me a new computer. more hassles at the apple store of course. but i flashed my cash and that shut them the hell up. so i guess im back for now. me jenny and rodney are at the mini golf course once again (dont know why i left in the first place). we STILL have a shit ton of popcorn and a few hits of acid we can sell. im laying off the shard for the time being as jenny may be pregnant? things have calmed down a lot since we left the flophouse. were pretty much just taking it easy, trying to keep cool and stay out of the sun is our main priority. Rodney has us all listening to this old indie band the pastels right now. me and him have become good buds the last couple of weeks. were about to crack a bottle of ancient age and watch the sunset.

hope yall have a pleasant evening as well,

Luke Havergal


March 2, 2010

well i guess you all see what has become of al this. a buncha goddamn bullshit. i cant keep up with anything. im too fucking jaded. its been so long since ive put anything in here.
things have been more or less the same. although many things are different. my girlfriend broke up with me. i got arrested and had to check into rehab for 8 weeks. i contracted a venereal disease (never trust a woman whos blouse matches her bra). i lost my apartment due to the rotting smell of dogflesh that began to overwhelm my unoccupied place.
i had no money for a while cuz my wallet was stolen and couldnt use my debit card and was stranded in a strange part of town for a while. actually i know that chick November took it off me before she gave me the clap. my cell phone was dead too and moreover i didnt feel like talking to anyone after what id been through.
i still dont remember much from that last night, but some things have come back to me. for one thing the urine i was covered in when i woke up in the gutter was Novembers. in fact that was voluntary, i was wasted and she said it was the only way for her to get off while she was on her rag. so i let her piss on me in the bath tub. shortly after she mustve had somebody drag me off in to the streets cause thats where i woke up.
it wasnt too long after when i got picked up by a squad car after attempting to take a bus. i stayed in the holding cell all night until i was transfered to county. i got off light at my hearing considering the amount of drugs in my system. 8 weeks in rehab. im out now, i have pretty much nothing left. like i said in previous posts, all my stuff had been stolen and pawned, my dog and girlfriend were both gone, my duplex apt taken away an account that i never took out the trash containing Spunky, and on top of it all it feels like burning knives when i take a piss.
how much longer can i go on i wonder?


January 14, 2010

i woke up soaked in urine. everything was out of focus. i tried to remember where i was but ended up just drawing blanks. my grey acid washed jeans were tinged yellow and i was missing my boots. not my socks though. no. those too were soaked in urine. i looked like a bum. a bum who just pissed him self and fell asleep in a gutter. truth of the matter is though, the urine wasnt mine. i am no bum. i did fall, but not to sleep.

I remember november. she was the pretty blonde girl i was talking too at max’s party last night. she told me she was from melbourne, we started making out at one point. later we were at her place. i remember her waking up her son and putting him to bed on the livingroom couch. we started making out again in his room. she jerked me off cause she was on her rag, but i insisted she take her top off. naturally she obliged. it was good too. i shot my load after only a few minutes. it got all on her sons spider man sheets. she said it was fine though and tossed them on the floor down by her red bra and sweater.